Originally posted HERE.
I honestly believe that one of my biggest issues in life is clinging to past mistakes, failures and regrets. I tricked myself into believing that because I messed up then, of course I was going to do it again. It's who I am. I'm a failure and a screw up. I can't change what I've done or failed to do.
This year, I'm done with that. All it got me was pain. I spent the last few decades in pain. I would really like to spend the next few living in joy and peace, so something has to change. It's a new day, a new start and I'm moving FORWARD to a new ending.